The playing field for hating hatred is overseen by Hashem Who calls
foul every goal other than those reached by the nefesh Elokus, the
tzelem elokim alone, to serve Him, Every goal becomes one where the
tzelem elokim succeeds in prevailing over the nefesh behama, the natural
soul. It is a constant struggle. In one second, the natural soul can
flip into action. We need good awareness of our entire being, our
natural inclinations, our ego, an understanding of how the yetzer hara
can dominate through our subconscious, Torah, commitment and kavana for
avoda in tefillos and mitzvahs and acts of kindness. What will change
our hearts? How will we grow to find happiness from serving Torah when
our happiness appears to be tied far more closely to comfort, safety,
and enjoyment of health and living?
Most important is to
realize that finding happiness in serving Hashem is the best investment
of our trust and energy. We along with everyone and everything we enjoy
and love comes from One Source. Only Hashem. There is no other Source.
It is incredible to contemplate how many layers of the world there are
and yet what we are experiencing here on the ground floor, with all its
wonder and appearance of separate existence, is something that by our
choosing to serve Hashem we infuse and solidify, filling it with His
Glory. Hashem thinks up the world and speaks it into existence and
through our following Torah, our choices permit the flow needed for His
Glory to be visible. How? When we rise above our challenges, and others
see it, we are showing people His Hand. Should we succumb to the
natural, the cynical, the hateful, the doubting and behave from there,
we cover up Hashem’s ability to be seen and cause damage, chas v’shalom.
Hating
hatred means we accept a playing field where joy and happiness are due
to the tzelem elokim prevailing in our choices and being revealed in our
actions and speech and deeds. The love of Hashem and awe of Hashem that
helps us to accept that playing field soon begins to flow through our
hearts more naturally, because we become aware of the greater quality
and availability and control we have over that pleasure.
May the light we shine help us to reveal Hashem’s Glory and may we be zocheh to redemption b’ahava.
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