It is possible that each of us can do something merely through
speaking a few words that can make a huge impact. Anyone interested in a
guided work group to do this type of prayer and teshuva please email me
at shulikleinman@beyondanydoubts.com.
Here is an example
that anyone can do, if inspired - it is adaptable to help with every
negative bitterness, no exceptions, when we understand our primary
functioning is regarding the elements - the middos- and bringing them
from the state where they are designed to confuse us and thereby conceal
Hashem's Glory to a flow through our hearts where we have clarity and
serve instead to reveal Hashem's Glory:
So and so
didn’t return my call – I feel a lack of love! (this is a subconscious
or unconscious response that triggers us...consciousness catches up with
it when we are feeling "right" or the need to be 'right" or feeling
judgmental or hurt)
Stop!
Following that will not bring me to a place of happiness at all even if
I am right and even if the person feels obligated to now call me! Is
that the happiness I want? Is securing my dependency needs in my hand?
Hashem,
I am feeling lack but the intensity of it is coming from a
self-referencing desire for a dependency need to be filled. It feels as
though if I don’t take care of this dependency need for love that it
will not be satisfied. Please help me to break the illusion of
independent existence propelling me toward defense mechanisms designed
for danger. Iit helps to repeat out loud so we hear what the emotion is
and can regain proper perspective - e.g. I am experiencing lack. Lack.
Lack. Abandonment. Lack. But wait. I am not abandoned. Hashem is with
me. I am inseparable from Hashem’s love.)
Please
move the energy gripping my consciousness and subconsciousness for
although it is coming through Your Utterances and is filled with
impurities that I am responsible to repair, I wish to flow this
amazingly potent magnetic energy instead to love Hashem, have awe of
Hashem, to emulate Hashem, bearing the discomfort of mind we all suffer
from.
Thank you for
giving me life so that I can tell you Baruch Shem Kavod Malchuso Leolam
Voed. Please help me cling more and more with emunah and bitachon to
knowing Hashem Echad, with no doubts. The greatest pleasure is You!
Please help me experience You with a constant sense of love and value
coming from You. My soul is inseparable from real love and value, You.
Hashem
thank you for the opportunity to declare Hashem echad and please may I,
by learning from this matter and doing teshuva, ask that the teshuva be
a merit for klal yisrael and create a positive influence through which
You deal with Klal Yisrael and maintain the world.
Hashem
may the manner in which You maintain the elements water, fire, wind and
earth be filled with positive influence that reveal Your Glory and may
we receive bracha and redemption b’ahava and may I be a fitting vessel
to reveal more and more tzelem elokim with love and awe in my heart, as
the moon reflects the light of the sun.
When we are torn
between identifying with self referencing goals and tzelem elokim goals,
ask ourselves if the self referencing goals really will bring
happiness. Real happiness - or trapped kidnapped happiness that produces
negative influence. The choice is ours. Hashem waits for Nishmas Am
Yisrael. He loves us. He wants to give us everything. But if we are not
aligned with identifying with the goals of revealing tzelem elokim, the
redemption will give us a terrible headache for our vessel, our mind,
will not be ready to receive the real good over our self-referencing
definition of good. Hashem does only good. He is waiting for us to be
ready. Teshuva empowers us, it is not accepting blame. Prayer empowers
us. By speaking to Hashem in relationship, we form the spiritual
entities that lead us in the path we wish to go, may we choose a path of
revealing His Glory in the world.
May our understanding of
identity as tzelem elokim break open the unique expressions of our
trapped happiness. Know there is Hashem! May our understanding help us
build only on emes and forgo imagination built on trying to serve
self-referencing goals. There are no other powers, there is only the
Shechina hiding in nature through His Utterances. May our efforts in
prayer from a sincere heart requesting in teshuva that the energy of our
past failures now become merits and that the energy be drawn back into
the elements through our choice to speak and act based on tolerating
insults, overlooking faults, bearing the burden of the confusion of mind
that happened because of ingesting from the tree of the knowledge of
good and evil, forgiving and begging Him for forgiveness, and asking
Hashem to cast our sins in the sea and because of our teshuva to be able
to have any similar sins within klal yisrael cast into the sea. Hashem
is One and we are inseparable. May our verbal introspection help us
discern the impurities given to us to dissolve back into the Ein Sof to
draw it back down into our hearts in a way that reveals His Glory
instead of self referencing. May we walk as solid vessels with His Glory
becoming more and more what flows naturally through our hearts. And may
the impact on water, fire wind and earth, by infusing the elements with
His glory, remove the influences that are sustaining our enemies.
Interested in starting? Please register by emailing me your name, phone, city, state, country and email address.
shulikleinman@beyondanydoubts.com
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